Hi Kaouther, After looking at your stories, I see that you are very dedicated to your sobriety. I was once a very heavy drinker. I have also gone through periods of sobriety. Today, late in the day, I usually have one drink. I don't count. I truly love the taste of a good whiskey. Sometimes I get so wrapped up in my work that I forget to have one. I'd say it's more habitual than anything. All I know is I haven't had a blackout since 2007, and I feel good. My life is not unmanageable. I could never go back to drinking the way I once did. I don't like feeling like shit!